Things were going well during the school holidays until my holidays are coming to an end. I had totally forgotten everything about her. Not even the slightest thing made me thought of her. Until school came, and I had to see her again. And all the memories came back. Whyyyyyy....... I'm the type of person that must not see that person ever again in order to forget about them. Just like the time during Nitec when Adilah broke my heart but luckily we were not in the same class. I was in engineering and she was in business school. Just that we were in the same school but still, its very rare that I'd bump into her.
But naz seems rather different ever since their chiang mai trip. All of the sudden divya and her are in good terms. I'm glad for that. Just that I'm curious to know why it took her this long just to forgive divya and why now. Sometimes I also wonder if she still cared for me like she wants to know how am I doing or ask the others how I'v been. I wanted to ask them if naz has asked anything about me or not lately but I guess its better if I leave it as it is.
But now I'm not so sure if she's still with that guy or not and I dont know who that "new face" is. This makes me more curious to find out. Some said he's her new bf, some said he's her contact. Then what about the bf or ex or whatever he is to her now? She always mentioned her loyalty to him everytime we argued. And the photo they went to HHN together that Asyril sent at the group. When I saw his hands were hugging her and she's holding his hand. Wahh this got me a bit pissed. Its like to me, why is it so easy for him to get her. And IF its true that she broke up with her bf, why does that new guy get the chance so easily?? While back then it was so hard for her to move on. I dont know ah. I wanna know how the others feel about this situation too.
I really do miss her, I miss talking to her. Miss how close we were back then. Its been 7 months since we last talked. I dont know how long she wants to keep this going but if she's happy this way then I'll just let it be as it is.
